Headaches

I have a headache today and don't really feel like writing anything. All I feel compelled to say is that I felt for a moment today like the devil was trying to take control of me. Feelings of anger towards strangers in cars, feelings of being discontent with my life the way it currently is, feelings of wanting to do nothing because of a stupid headache (I skipped bible study tonight). It all came on very suddenly and I knew immediately, this feeling isn't right.

I still have my headache but I'm trying to remind myself that I shouldn't listen to the "voice inside my head" if that voice is leading me away from God.

Discernment is a gift that some people have more than others. I try my best but I realize the more I dig into God's word, the more the devil tries to lead me astray. He's sneaky that one...

In my bible study at church we are reading alot of scriptures from Psalms that are very inspiring. I think I will dive into that to bring me closer to God, and maybe I will try to memorize some and utilize them if I have another evening like this.

My goal is to put God first. He has blessed me so much, it's the least I can do.